Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,

A thousand years Part 2

The day we met,
Frozen I held my breath
Right from the start
I knew that I'd found a home for my heart...
...beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone?
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer


I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Watched all those videos on other people marriage perceptions such as Maria Elena (hey, who didnt know her? Like seriously?) make me things that marriage is easy which the real fact, is it is not. I know this isnt right time for me. But i cant wait to feel how exactly the feeling of falling in love with someone that you could feel that you want to spent your whole life with- dunya and akhirah.

I want to find someone who i can feel comfortable with but at the same time, when i meet him, my heart beat rise. How does it can be comfortable? Lol i dont know. That is just a description of an unknown feeling that i want to feel when i meet the right one. Someone who i can show my no-make-up-face without any fear/doubt. Someone who can make me confident in my own way. Someone who can make me feel that im his Queen. Hahahaha imaginationnnn can go far that we could imagine.

Dear future husband,

I dont know you yet. But i know, Allah will make me fall in love with you everyday started when you do the akad nikah. There may be high possibilities that, before the time, i'll be in love with other guy but, i'll make sure that my heart will be fully yours when you lafaz the akad.

From, your future wife.