Assalamualaikum,
Saya nervous gilaaa nak jalani hidup sebagai pelajar degree.Serius.
Ini bukan memain.
First first dapat keputusan upu, rasa takut tak wujud langsung okay. Tapi sekarang, lagi tinggal sebulan je lagi nak sambung degree, makaihhh dia punya nervous tak boleh cakap. Well, all of you must be wondering where im gonna further my degree and what course im gonna persue in. But before that, let me tell you this - all this while, my passion always in accountancy field, my dream career always would be professional accountant. Alwasy be like that since i was in Form4. Never changed, not even once.
But...
You know, we always planning but only Allah decides what will happened at the end right? Allah is the best planner. Boleh jadi apa yang kita plan selama ni bertukar 360 darjah. At first, yeah i was kind of disappointed. I feel frustrated. Of course i didnt show it in front of the others especially, my parents. Because i know, their frustration is far deeper than mine. They didnt tell, but as their daughter, i can really tell from their faces. Tapi yang alami kekecewaan tu perasaan dorang lagi berat kan. Yeah. Sape tak sedih tak dapat sambung impian sendiri. Sape tak sedih tengok ibu ayah sendiri kecewa. Sape tak sedih kan.
Allah ada rancangan lain because He is the best planner. Itu yang aku selalu cakapkan kat diri. Trying to persuade my self. Its quite hard actually to accept all those. Well, maybe there will be hikmah behind all these.
Okay enough with those.
Hmm so i've decided to enter UiTM Segamat for my degree in Bachelor's degree in Business Administration (Islamic banking) with honors. (tak keluar johor la nampaknyaaaaaaa...)
And, spek biru jauh di Terengganu. Jauhh tapi awak sentiasa dalam doa saya.
Salam Ramadhan and bye ♥